what i want

I want to be a someone,

who always give and give,

giving without having the thought of getting back from the person,

who has a big beautiful heart, 

forgiving people regardless how bad and how much I have been hurt,

who has a sincere heart,

loving others unconditionally,

sacrificing without hesitating,

who has a heart that never gives up,

doing everything with all my heart,

trusting Allah without any doubt,

who has a good heart,

always making myself, my parents, my family, my someone, my friends and my everyone happy, having a beautiful life, whenever I am with them and when I am still alive.

Allah, help me to be of those who are loved by You. 

Allah, please help me and my loved ones to be in Your Jannah.

Amin.

Pray

Allah,

You knows everything, 

knowing what is inside my heart, what had happened, what is happening, and what will happen in the future.

And I know, I am just a weak creation of Yours, who have to always pray and beg to you and only You,

To give me strength,

To let me feel I am secured enough to wait for him,

To let me feel that You will never let me fall alone,

To let me be a someone with patience,

To let me be a someone with a good heart,

To give me what I want,

To give me him, who I need and love the most,

To give me someone who loves me sincerely,

To give me someone who will take care of me,

To give me someone who will always understand me.

And,

I know, I need to first, do things that You want me to. 

Allah, give me strength to hold him inside my heart and please let us be together in this Dunya and in Akhirat.

Please hold him when I am not around,  too far away from him.

Cause You are the only One who I can rely on.

Only You.